Initial M!oon

small eyes shin is soo hot and cute that i am not even resisting the fact that ive been watchin episodes and episodes of goong which most would label as trashy drama. hahaha. well, one hour of trash should be forgivable if it acts to balance the many many hours of agonising ’studying’ that has been going on.

been startin my day early, usually with a couple of minutes of TIME and then on to maths practices. actually with careful scheduling, studying is not as much as a bore as i used to find it. no, maybe i should put it in this way: ive always liked studying but sometimes it tends to become a drain when in excess. heh. balance is always a delicate act thats hard to maintain.

watched blogtv.sg yest on cna, the one with fd and some woman called lynn i think. not exactly interesting as i thought it to be. they got sarong party girl for the interview and my, she’s ugl…ok not pretty nor sexy. shucks, i was deceived by her photos. i think she got herself a good photographer. ok, that’s mean. sorry. but i think she was getting defensive towards the end of the conversation and huh, she said she wasnt a bad influence on impressionable young. are you kidding me? i think she ought to shoot herself for being so naive. at least admit ba. ok, im bein mean again. sorry again then. anyway, they got tommy wee the 8 days editor too, but he wasnt of much help. little interesting conversation, except that he’s good eyecandy with his boyish look and charming smile.

now hooked on Amitav Ghosh’s The Hungry Tide, a good read after dinner time to get me settled down before i start studying again. its a long book, but of course an enjoyable one. and i am regrettin that im takin so long so much such that i have to give up on Munch’s biography and return it to dear mr library because he’s goin to pester me for money if i still refuse to let go of it. so down that returnin bin it went. urgh.

me have come online to print chan’s physics stuff, yet ended up doing more.

but i dont regret typin this entry. lettin ppl know about my life is a joy, not a chore. and i daringly admit: i want you to read!!!!!

does that mean im an exhibitionist??????????

***Your Life Path Number is 9***

Your purpose in life is to make the world better

You are very socially conscious and a total idealist.
You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them.
You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you’ll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream.

In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly.

You are capable of great love, but it’s hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship.
You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures.
You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it’s hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world.

What Is Your Life Path Number?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatisyourlifepathnumberquiz/

this looks like a miss universe pageant perfect score answer.

***Your IQ Is 85***

Your Logical Intelligence is <b>Below Average</b><br>
Your Verbal Intelligence is <b>Exceptional</b><br>
Your Mathematical Intelligence is <b>Average</b><br>
Your General Knowledge is <b>Below Average</b>

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test
http://www.blogthings.com/quickanddirtyiqtest/

this is humiliating

***Your Old Fashioned Name Is…***

Marion Launceleyn

What’s Your Old Fashioned Name?
http://www.blogthings.com/oldfashionednamegenerator/

baa..really old fashioned. but is starts with an m and ends with on. im close to bein old-fashioned

***You Are 20% Slacker***

You are anything but a slacker. You’re truly a go getter.
You never let laziness get in the way of living your life - and you can’t stand to see it in others.

Are You a Slacker?
http://www.blogthings.com/areyouaslackerquiz/

this is definitely true

***You Are 24% Cynical***

Generally you give people the benefit of the doubt. But there are exceptions.
You buy into many of the things that mainstream society believes, but you’re not anybody’s fool.

How Cynical Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/howcynicalareyouquiz/

***Your Fortune Is***

An optimist is a girl who regards a bulge as a curve.

The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator
http://www.blogthings.com/fortunecookiegenerator/

absolute blur

***You Are Apple Red***

You’re never one to take life too seriously, and because of it, you’re a ton of fun.
And although you have a great sense of humor, you are never superficial.
Deep and caring, you do like to get to the core of people - to understand them well.
However, any probing you do is light hearted and fun, sometimes causing people to misjudge you.

What Color Red Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorredareyouquiz/

***You Are 76% Open Minded***

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don’t have a judgemental bone in your body, and you’re very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/howopenmindedareyouquiz/

this is soso true

***You Are 35% Normal***

You sure do march to your own beat…
But you’re so weird, people wonder if it’s a beat at all
You think on a totally different wavelength
And it’s often a chore to get people to understand you

How Normal Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/hownormalareyouquiz/

im addicted to these stuff

ive been on a book rampage lately

conquered one more jostein gaarder’s and i must say this book was great great great again

beautiful story that i think everyone should read at some point in their life, when you’re dejected, lost, or even optimistic about that light at the end of the road

the ending was great, but i shan’t spoil it for you. read Jostein Gaarder’s Through A Glass, Darkly.

was goin thru the webbies for my future studies, and im considering faculties like sch of comm, nus arts and social sciences for political science or sociology, or chinese studies, or you could put it in another way, im hopon they would consider me.

considerin that ive been missin in action for a while, shall update you on my life:

- suffered a bout of slight depression because of a disappointment and slip in academic grades (but ive gotten over that, and im not in the worst of worst of predicament like i know many are)

- been rebellious, with regards to opposition to conservative stances and traditional approaches during discussions with mummy. ive discovered that traditional chinese values arent really deep-rooted in me, because ive started to question the illogical existence of some ‘rules and regulations’. Baa. im a wild child? haha.

- still studyin albeit not till the wee hours like some of my friends. you reap what you sow, so minimal hours might equate to minimal results, though i hope not. i shall make full use of the time im willing to sacrifice. haha.

- found edvard munch’s biography and i jump for joy!

- addicted to goong, ok, maybe not that extreme

- askin questions, because i have so many unanswered questions. clarifications with tutors blah stuff

- witnessin the ponning situation in school. sch regulars lately for the gurls are only me yinwei wanying and ah hua haha.

- enjoyed my last kidsread session before the 4weeks break

- missed so many movies including little miss sunshine and the departed that i reckon im gonna miss black dahlia too. scarlet johansson is the new hot!

- wonderin if i should start slimmin down because it’s in fashion. wahahahahaha. jiamin jiayou!

- crossin my fingers and hope all will be well. wish for the best for my friends in the a levels. "We should progress as a cohort" heh

Bah, that’s life for you. and me.