Initial M!oon

baaa.. im goin to the cathay tmr. cant believe this. its juz been open for like 1 day. and im goin!!!! haha the new world, here i come. since when did i become a movie fanatic? i dont know. anyway, kidsread todae was fun fun fun. not because i was the lead volunteer. but because we had a milo party haha. some parents session todae and the kids had to stae and wait. so we made milo and sat down have fun plae hangman blah blah blah i donno im in such a gd mood. that marcius goin bonkers about lots of photog stuff doesnt influence me haha. im still calm. but busy busy when it comes to photog. coz we have so much stuff undone. and i need to get things settled. my black book is full of stuff to take note of. urgh. and im waitin 4 harry to finish receivin his kiss goodbye and go orh orh. hahaha. im catchin an early show tmr. oscar seat here i come!!!

V for vendetta is the most moving movie ive ever watched.

i dont know. but it left me in a daze for a while after i’d left the cinema.

maybe im as dangerous as v.

well, v is the freedom fighter in this show and well, they call him a terrorist, an extremist.

but i seem to love the way he blow things up for the country’s sake. (oh goddamn im gonna get blacklisted by the bloggers community?!?!)

and the damn loads of words startin with v he blurted out when he first met evey.

violent. vainglorious. vexatious. vivacious. vicious. vindictive. visionary. valiant. vouchsafed. omg. vendetta.

its full of surprises. it moves. it shocks. it pertubes.

its a brave movie.

i so cannot get it out of my mind.

and halfway through the show, i thought i’ve fallen for v.

ok, to the movie of the century.

ok, no, my movie of the century, until another one comes along.

cheers.

i cant believe i really have to efile for my dad when im such an e-idiot.
although i have to admit efiling seems less tedious than all those papers that i used to see my dad did.
but i dont understand many many things
like where is the salaries paid to the employees supposed to go under???
and all those abt turnover and gross profits are irritatin me.
and is my dad supposed to file for corporate tax too, dont think so rite?
urgh
anyway, ive got my hair cut and im prepared to get the criticism when sch reopens hahahaha
because my sis so thinks i look like ying tao xiao wan zi
although i would beg to differ.
i love the hair
because i asked for it
ive got straight straight bangs. which is so a*mei haha.
scare u!
anyway, haircuttin at heatwave was fun
coz this time round i get to eavesdrop on bryan wong. haha.
my "lao gong" although he’s supposed to be gay. which i think is absolutely true.
haha. he was gossipin abt star idols and he said he like chen xi. and he was so sad that he was outta the game.
hee.
and he was sayin bryan onli have looks no actin skills, and leo has none of the above. so bad but i like. haha
live reality show.
anyway, he’s like so unglam lah. he wear slippers and flop all around the salon.
but i like also
i think one of these daes im not gonna get married because i always like gays. haha.
a bit bad.
anyway, i love my stylist. i think i mentioned him before, the hongkong guy.
he absolutely rocks.

you know, i agree with the fact that the Chinese dont really know how to express their love for someone.
and that sometimes applies to me too
my mommy is sick. and i so much want to tell her i love her and ask her to get well soon. even juz a phone call this afternoon to ask after her. but i didnt do all these.
couldnt bring myself to do it and didnt know what she would think if i did all those.
but i still really hope so much that she’ll be okae in no time…
although i hate bein sick, i hate seeing my mom sick. im not totally independent, but i could survive. but i still want pamperin haha. like i hate to make the milo myself in the morn and squeeze the toothpaste myself. not that i dunno how to do those. but i love it when mama does it. hee.
jiamin "pang seh" us, she’s not goin for the career fair. but i guess i’ll still go. nvm loh. see how it’s like.
anyway, im gonna collect my loompaland tee tmr.
u noe, i so so much wanna go for the singapore fashion fest but u’d have to get passes and tix which is damn inconvenient.
today yinwei and i found out we are the only gals in class without combs, and ppl think thats weird, but im proud of that.
i was goin thru the dunno wad window that’s so hot now..the personality one, and my sis saw it. so she was saying if it was my window, all the traits like confident proud extroverted warm and CLEVER INTELLIGENT will be in. i didnt know until today my sis thought so much of me. but she said i was 100% not modest.
haha. dumb fun.

ive never ever love myself more at any point of time in my life, not more than now.

ok, the eng is a bit bad.

but im juz tryin to say

i found out i really love myself alot

many things many thoughts many feelings many ideas i have arise from my love of myself

i guess it’s alright to love yourself. try lovin yourself a little more each day. Then, maybe u’ll start to even find people around you beautiful, and appreciate them even more.

im quittin bein sick.
its absolutely horrendous
i thought i was recoverin
but its not gettin any better
the cough. urgh. and i had to go to the doc to get more medicine. which i didnt really want to do. only after much compelling by my mommie
anyway, i guess bein sick doesnt stop me fr shootin.
ive got some home shots haha. of my sis. and some sch shots. of my fwen. zhenbin.
taken out of boredom but i put in my effort
hur hur
my inquisitive nature is gettin out of hand
its gonna get me in trouble one day
i ask a lot of questions.
and some u might think irrelevant although it triggers thinkin in me.
i found out that ppl’s lives can be quite interestin if u probe further
and if they are willin to tell
juz ask

askin questions keep my creative juices flowin freely…