Initial M!oon

bah..im sick
bad asthma on sat nite. after my shopping trip with ade
and i practically lost sleep the whole nite.
went to the doc the nxt dae. got myself an mc which i din really want, and excuse fr pe for the wk which i could do without also (im psycho)
im bored rottin at home.
with homework and tests somemore.
anyway, im quite happi with the response i got for the thaipusam series, thanks guys for ur comments.
im bored.
but nvm there’s always desperate hsewives to look 4ward to.

bah..im sick
bad asthma on sat nite. after my shopping trip with ade
and i practically lost sleep the whole nite.
went to the doc the nxt dae. got myself an mc which i din really want, and excuse fr pe for the wk which i could do without also (im psycho)
im bored rottin at home.
with homework and tests somemore.
anyway, im quite happi with the response i got for the thaipusam series, thanks guys for ur comments.
im bored.
but nvm there’s always desperate hsewives to look 4ward to.

I got this from jiamin’s blog. and because im bored. i’ll attempt it.
1. My uncle once said: i dont really remember what my uncle says most of the time. bleah.

2. Never in my life have I: jiamin put scuba dived, i havent too, and im not intending to i guess

3. The one person who can drive me nuts, but thencan always make me smile: im thinkin jiamin but im tryin to think hard enuff for an alternative.

4. High School is/was: fun. because i think sch is always fun. and fulfilling

5. When I’m nervous: i feel like pukin’

6. The last time I cried was: watching "perhaps love" 1 drop of tear

7. If I were to get married RIGHT NOW mybridesmaids/groomsmen would be: my np mates and my close buds i guess. the girls will dress as the groomsmen and the guys will dorn dresses and be the bridesmaid. cool eh.

8. My hair: is gettin long. and i so want to snip it all off. or go commando.

9. My feet are: smelly? they always smell.

10. When I was 5: i was in kindergarden 1, and i was in daisy class. and i had to hold hands with a little boy whose face i still remember vividly. i was new in tampines. so alot of things were new. i guess.

11. Last Christmas: i had stockings hung up as usual. and my mum played santa claus. every year its sweets. and i still choose to believe in santa claus, although i forgot to mail santa a letter last christmas. although i was a good kid.

12. When I turn my head left, I see: the fan. huh? wad kind of stupid question is this?

13. When I turn my head right, I see: another fan. haha. this one is switched on, the other one isnt, im not a fan freak. its jus hot.

14. When I look down I see: keyboard?!?!

15. The craziest recent event was: hmm..nothing really crazy happened this year, but ok, the tjc outrageous grp activity was dye yr hair red day which was not really my crazy at all.

16. If I was a character on ‘Friends’ I’d be: rachel? is there such a character? ok, to be frank, i dont watch friends, but everyone seems to watch, so i’ll jus pretend to fit in?!?!

17. By this time next year: i guess it would be holidays. and i might be freakin out abt myself still lazing around and not gettin a job. ok, i wouldnt let that happen

19. I have a hard time understanding: what mr chan says in physics. damn that motormouth although he’s quite amusing.

20. One time at a family gathering: huh? nothing really happened for me to take notice during family gatherings.

21. You know I "like" you if: im loud around u. although im loud all the time.

22. If I won an award, the first person I’d thank is: myself? i thought u win awards because of your own effort. why bother to thank others? ok, i sound a bit biting here.

23. Take my advice: enjoy life and do what u like?

24. My ideal breakfast is: nothing at all if not juz a cup of milo

25. If you visit my hometown: i’ll show u around?

26. Where do you plan to visit anytime soon: loola resort..i wanna go back. but i feel like goin to japan.

27. Boys are: childish, if u are only talkin bout those my age

28. I’d stop my wedding if: the groom runs away? which wont happen coz i wont allow it to happen

29. The world could do without: me and everyone else.

30. I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: id rather do anything than lick the belly of a croach. it sounds disgusting

31. Most recent thing you’ve bought yourself : hmm…food?

32. Most recent thing someone else bought you: flowers? chocs? sweets? valentine?

33. My favorite time of day is: morning. im most fresh most awake then

34. My favorite store is: haha ebase its not really my fav store but i seem to get alot of things from there. i like topshop’s accessories too. and kinokuniya, time, mph, all bk stores in fact. call me a geek

35. My favorite ringtone is: that indian man singin twinkle twinkle little stars

36. And by the way, please hold on: i guess there are more questions

37. The last time I was high: when i went to taiwan, i visited the taipei 101 and i was on the top viewing gallery which was really high.

38. The person who I last talked to told me to: wait. coz american nxt top model wont air so soon because tv is now showing a dumb tribute abt dunno wad. urgh.

39. I shouldn’t have been: online coz i should be tryin to finish my mao before the library deadline is due

40. Once, at a bar/club: nvr stepped into those places b4

41. Last night: i slept realli early

42. There’s this girl I know who: sometimes has a split personality. and that might be me anytime.

43. There is this guy I know who: i completely despises because of its show of ignorance and lack of compassion. urgh

44. A better name for me would be: my name is good enuf. names arent important

45. If I ever go back to school I’ll: im goin back.

46. My birthday is: 15 april

no more questions .yup.

im still bored.

catch me if you can was fab
leonardo dicaprio feigning was really handsome.

i finished my homework.
so im slackin now.
i deserve that, dont you think so?

i watched the constant garderner with jiamin.
and she thought it was a damn damn wrong choice. because she practically didnt know what they were talking about.
hur hur.
i was actually straining to hear what they were saying coz there wasnt any subtitles. and there was slang.
but i was okay. i understood most of it.
and it was quite enjoyable, although jiamin absolutely dont think so.
her gore still rules her world.
and i finished perhaps love today.
i cried a drop of tear because i was touched by the ending.
its really nice. watch it if u havent.
i dont think i would be able to catch brokeback coz i definitely cant grow old to 21 yrs old that fast. urgh.
unless i borrow from Tan Bui Seng (jiamin would understand)
im cooking macaroni tomorrow. mac and cheese.
i discovered another new passion.
and i found out im really passionate about life. because life holds so much that i can be passionate about. (this is not in line with tjc recent programme)
photography, community work, sports, movies, doodling, and now cooking!
my life so rocks.
hee.

i think you would only fit the bill as a friend
if..
i could only find a tinge of compassion in you.
u seem to care only about urself.
nothing else
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moody
im having mood swings nowadays.
but i dont get extremely unhappy.
coz im not the type who would get really unhappy about something.

but im recovering.

luckily always seat beside jiamin. cant get unhappy around her. she always makes me laugh. u joker.

my moodiness (is there such a word) is because of
1. im confused by mao’s book. (that’s crap..haha. dont believe me)
2. someone affected me by making me very happy. then doin something that utterly destroyed my hopes. (dont start guessing)
3. im pmsing
4. im not doin my homework. and im feeling like school is pointless coz i havent done my homework. but thats only applies to today. basically i didnt do maths, physics, econs, everything. and i totally freaked out when mrs lee wants me to present my work. luckily i could think on my feet. urgh.
5. i havent finish reading hong lou meng
6. ive not watch a movie for a long time. and i cant find a gd movie. i cant find the time. sucks man. and brokeback mountain has to be rated r21.
7. all of the above (duh)

but im sort of recovering.
im smilin now.
because:
1. there’s no reason to get angry or sad over other people.
2. im like enjoying sch 4eva except todae
3. i can watch the constant gardener. i just found out. i heard its quite gd.
4. slowly catching up on hongloumeng.
5. everyone pmses.
6. i have jiamin to make me luff. jiamin. hahahahahaha. thanks ah.
7. all of the above

basically i still have a wunderful life. congratulate me.

went hong lou meng seminar todae.
and i tot it was totally unconstructive.
the speaker was basically reiterating the whole story again.
to think i was expecting some analysis so i could understand the text better.

got some neoprints too. post them later in the gallery.
frankly i think neos are a waste of money. but i guess u pay for the fun with ur friends. haha.
and my fwens are absolutely mad over those machines.

and im amazed with pop@central. so damn big.
and i was engrossed at the cookery and recipes section. cant believe?
i swear im gonna learn how to cook chinese dishes after my A’s
haha.
jamie oliver’s my idol. but what he cooks i cant practice it here.
he’s like my dream guy too. coz he cooks and i dont.
basically i jus noe how to throw things in the oven and wait to see what happens.
im an instant person. hur hur.

vday’s coming. haha. im feelin so sore about it.
but im gonna bake some cookies i guess. which means disastrous!!!

watch i not stupid too and cried like mad.
i cant control emotions. and little things make me cry.
actually no. only little things in movies.
movies just work it for me.
i can cry and luff hard with my big screen.
there were alot of lines that i find meaningful. and the gangsters were real!! haha.
so amazed. they go out now sure kena diao~ by other gang sia. so daring lohz.
i used up the whole packet of tissue. hur hur.

going to the nus open hse 12 march.
with simin and jiamin.
and they’re like gonna drag me to over 4 talks. arts and social sciences faculty. ntu business sch. sch of medicine. sch of design and environment.
haha. actually i dont mind.
although im onli interested in the first and last one.
business and medicine. too big. to hard to handle.
i go for fun fun and fun. although i dont think uni is fun.
im so gonna miss college life.

and ive been pondering about my uni and career options. (to think huang jiamin say i dont plan for my future)
the best option is dont study sit back and be tai tai.
but id have to cross that out.
ntu? nus?
nus is like top 10 which is prestigious. ntu is like 48th? i dunno but im not considering overseas u yet. i think id do that for further studies when i get a local degree first.
but i don really care for the ranking although im just a tad bit worried that i cant get a job.
but i guess im easily marketable. hur hur.
urgh. why is sg society liddat?
ntu com. studies seem to offer better modules and courses stuffie.
but the divisions of media production and broadcast journalism seems to come under dif. divisions.
and should i minor? chinese studies. or do a double degree. which is a bit dangerous.
urgh.
or should i drop everything and go for beloved philosophy.
be a philospher and eat bread everyday (pardon me but thats a common interpretation)
i hate this. choices. always difficult.

but i guess even if flunk uni. im goin to pass life.

dunk. dont even noe my a’s can make it or not.

studies. always a headache.

jiamin’s COPE uncle (cope stands for community outreach programme for the elderly) gave me a $20 bucks ang pow.
and i received a 4 dollar one fr ah ma.
urgh.
so paiseh.

and i was plannin to go for thaipusam. take photos. and take a look at what it’s like.
and jaryl has to call me..and say there’s old folks home visit on sat. 11 feb.
not that i mind. but i would prefer the thaipusam one. hee.
and there’s the commonwealth photo competition im gonna get the club to participate in. although the prizes arent attractive. but that’s not important eh.

belief that transcends pain. thats what those kavadis are for. i so wanna take a look.

anyway, if u have a copy of friday wkly, look. my class featured in it for the imh visit. omg, why am i always doin this kind of voluntary stuff. liyuan calls it sai2 gang1. haha. and there’s this guy called zijie. he’s a young nurse. and haha…he’s cool. look out look out.

goin to artfriend tmr to hunt fo some vdae prezzies ideas. and we have decided to send a flower each to jon to scare his butt off his seats. haha. he will be so shocked. dah. dah. dah.

i miss jon. like long time nvr see him. haha, that sounds wrong.

jiamin’s COPE uncle (cope stands for community outreach programme for the elderly) gave me a $20 bucks ang pow.
and i received a 4 dollar one fr ah ma.
urgh.
so paiseh.

anyway, im like so pissed off with dean. he has absolutely no compassion.
ok, that’s an overstatement.
but he doesn’t have a sense of responsibility.
he’s always shirkin off his duties. so that he has more time. to mug.
urgh.

and i was plannin to go for thaipusam. take photos. and take a look at what it’s like.
and jaryl has to call me..and say there’s old folks home visit on sat. 11 feb.
not that i mind. but i would prefer the thaipusam one. hee.
and there’s the commonwealth photo competition im gonna get the club to participate in. although the prizes arent attractive. but that’s not important eh.

belief that transcends pain. thats what those kavadis are for. i so wanna take a look.

anyway, if u have a copy of friday wkly, look. my class featured in it for the imh visit. omg, why am i always doin this kind of voluntary stuff. liyuan calls it sai2 gang1. haha. and there’s this guy called zijie. he’s a young nurse. and haha…he’s cool. look out look out.

goin to artfriend tmr to hunt fo some vdae prezzies ideas. and we have decided to send a flower each to jon to scare his butt off his seats. haha. he will be so shocked. dah. dah. dah.

i miss jon. like long time nvr see him. haha, that sounds wrong.