Initial M!oon

6.30am off to sch i go

6.40- 7.15 my wae to sch. on the bus either daedreamin or readin my time mag. issue on christopher hill, vice secretary of state of america. haha.

7.15-7.45am rot at the stage. tok crap. wait for bell to ring

omg this is fun

7.45am-8.00?am flag raisin. and there was spot check. adeline freaked out. had to tie her hair up. and she looked like ruan ma…if u still remember who that is

okok…i’ll shorten the timetable

8.00am- 1.30pm long boring lectures and tutorial. physics was a torture. coz i din do tutorial, so half of the time din noe wad kitty tan blabble on abt..

1.30-1.35pm wait for bus.

anywae, im startin my collection of photos of deserted places. coz i quite like them. i like to be alone a lot of times. so, this is deserted place no. 1

1.35-2.00pm bus ride home. slept a bit.

2.00-2.45pm went hunting for my cry peace. but obviously most bkshops dont really sell weird bks that i read. so well. no luck so far. erm peeps, maybe u guys can help. if u happen to go to the bkshop. cry peace by robert elegant. wickett’s remedy by myla goldberg. pls help. leave a comment/note if u manage to find it tucked somewhere some corner. thanks

2.45-6.30pm spent the rest of my time at coffee bean. meant to go starbucks de, but it was full of peeps and real noisy, so change of venue. bought my regular iced blended mocha, and down i seat.

and that person spelled my name wrongly. amusing. i mean, use ur common sense, who would be as dumb as to call themself moom….haha…cool.

and i studied. yes, i did. u din see wrongly. did my econs notes and i finished studying public sector, and halfway thru labour. yeappie. anyway, i wasnt really concentrating. was at the same time eavesdropping on a grp of tnps teachers, consisting of emily yee, jude liu, shirin, and another new one. haha. im busybody i noe. but they are real gossipers. now i noe wad teachers tok about over tea. real weird things. haha.                 

see, i do study.

and i had this nice pasta. hmm, roasted chicken and mushrooms i think. dint noe coffee bean sells nice pasta too. got try it. anyway, mushrooms can cure cancer. my frens pw project. believe me. pw got do research de.

6.30-7.00pm went sembawang cd buy alison goldfrapp’s supernature. for those out there who donno who she is, it’s no wonder. she’s famous for her 50s and 60s songs. so i guess not much ppl likes that. but im tryin out another genre of music coz im a bit sick of pop.

7.00pm-7.20pm walk slowly to trl but it still took less than 5 mins. so had a browse at the library. were huntin for my bks again. but no hope. i think ill try my luck at the nat library after the xams.

7.20pm-8.30pm kidsread. i completely 4got childrens’ day comes tmr. ohno. but well, we had sweets for the kids and we hide in in all corners, and they got to search for the sweets. and dear xinyi was sooooo cute, she was practically jumping, giggling, running, omg. i love her. and i love the others too. and when it was time to go and i see them at the busstop and they’ll go bye teacher…..bye bye….then they’ll tell mummy, mummy mummy my teacher. so sweet. hur hur.

ok, my dae quite stopped at kidsread. after that it was home sweet home. actualli planned to study. but have a bit headache. so ive decided to give myself a break. i always do.

omg, i think u could sae i havent realli touch anything 4 exams

and no, im not lyin

but well its the usual of me to do that , urgh, i juz wont change

so im gettin a bit panicky

but im still cool

contradicting?

anyway, how come chay him’s make the decision himself de? he jus send an email and sae the outin change to another day and that’s that.

i mean, he didnt even discuss. but well, nvm, i was goin to ask him to reschedule to the holidaes..coz i think we dont realli have time to go for the outin right after promos..

gotta get down to open hse stuffie, our realli clean board, our collar pin, the cg phototakin orders..omg

okae…the class was practically empty todae.

and i came to a conclusion

it’s wise to come to sch

coz when i looked around, those who came to sch todae were those that got the top results in my class, benjamin, dean, kanghua, blah blah blah…so ive decided, ponning is no use.

haha.

im goin 4 kidsread tmr, i think the other tjc peeps surely pon de. but i wont. ill keep to this commitment.

i have a body checkup cumin up soon 4 the immersion thingie. urgh. dont take my blood.

and…ive been officially appointed photographer of the whole trip again..save me!!!!!!i dont want to sit in frt for lectures!!!!!!!!!!

tmd.

i saw a really beautiful butterfly at the bus stop todae

it landed on jiamin’s shoulders. and well, the beauty was somewhat ruined. hur hur.

something about bus rides home jus captivates me.

if u were to ask me "which is the most enjoyable moment of your dae?" , i would tell u, " the bus ride home"

its the only moment i really have to myself. and i have gotten use to the habit of whipping out my time mag once i get on the bus. but, of course im not as engrossed into it as some nerds does for good gp results. but i pay attention to things that interest me.

well, what interests me?

hmm, eavesdropping on interesting conversations goin on in the bus. i don’t know. but u see people from all walks of life in the bus. it’s like there’s a gathering or something like dat. and i love the process.

one interestin one i came upon todae. this little boy. well not really little. a sec sch boi was tokin bout him comin fr chongzheng pri and he would always look out of the bus window whenever he pass by the sch bus stop to see if there’s any of his ex-teachers waiting for the bus. kind of lame. but, well, he’s kinda from the particular walk of life called "teacher’s pet" coz thru my eavedroppin session, i found out that, once, he saw one of his fav ex- teacher, but the bus overshot that stop, so he alighted at the other stop and walk back to say hi to his teacher. urm?? weird. wad was he thinkin?!

but well, i tend to daydream on the bus too. then i will somehow reflect on the day’s happenin. yes, i reflect. dont find that weird. but i think its good to think of things sometimes.

and i luv sleepin on the bus too, its the nxt best sleepin place second to my lovely bed.

im gettin obsessed.

anyway, ive got my hong lou meng and they’re darn heavy. and they cost a bomb too. and im gonna save coz i want to buy robert elegant’s cry peace.

brr…actually got lectured by nansi todae bcoz of sumthing i did (can sae dat ba)

it happened because, well, danny borrowed my compre ans and copied not so intelligently (trust danny to be so dumb to copy word-for-word), and we got found out. actually, there was nothing much to find out about, it was jus soooo obvious.

ok, so i din get back my compre. which i guess i din do quite well 4 anyway. but the point is, i actually quite change my view towards nansi after this incident. well, let’s see.

our conversation went like dat todae:

me: ms nansi…erm…..erm…i didn’t get back my compre. can u return my……erm….compre?

(ms nansi pauses for like darn long)

danny (stands up): Ms Nansi, u return Waimun her paper, don’t return mine nevermind. (well, that’s typical of our dear danny)

ms nansi: i don’t want to talk to you now, u will talk to me after class (oh-oh)

well, so after she somehow like complete her rounds around the class like she always do…lettin ppl clarify what they donno, slackin basically..she comes back.

Ms nansi: so what do you have to say?

me: (meekly) erm…sori, it was wrong of me to erm…let danny copy.. (darn it, that was the most appropriate thing i could think of to sae)

ms nansi: then why did you let him copy?

me: erm…i din think of that at that moment…(bleah…lame excuse…)

ms nansi: do you know he copied word for word of yr answers? (what the heck?!?! how stoopid can danny be??!!)

me: huh?? no??

ms nansi: ok, i’ll show u the papers..

so our dear ms nansi walks over to her table and produces two exact carbon copies of our ans. urgh. okae. wonderful.

ms nansi: do you know it’s very stoopid of u to do that. if this happens during exams, you could get incriminated. i don’t want you to do this again. im goin to mark your paper coz i noe you always hand in your work on time and i dont want such a thing to happen again blah blah blah blah

i could juz keep saying…ok….thank you…ok…i will….thank you…brr…

but well, somehow i wasn’t offended (well, it’s kinda a wrong word to use here, but i cant think of any other, wadeva) by her, but it made me quite respect her because of this incident. darno why. but i guess i like ppl who dare to tell me im wrong in the face, or ppl who scolds me…haha. but anyway, i was wrong.

so to ms nansi:

nope, i won’t lend anyone my compre again…not even with danny goes down on his knees to beg me (but well, danny, i dont blame u, so stop saeing ur sorri, and stop offering to buy me lunch). Thank you for trustin me…haha

okae, so its been a dae todae.

anyway, frankly, i quite miss the times when i was in np, and we always had chances of getting scolded. the deepest impression was left by jiahui mam, who said that i wasn’t in the position to take care of my cadets if i couldnt even take care of myself. i even remember myself bein so stressed over my always-sprained-ankle that i frequently broke down in tears. i have to realli thank yuan for lending me her shoulder during those times. anyway, until now, i still keep my dist when im with jiahui mam, and although sometimes she quite pissed me off, but well, for that comment she made which change how i look at things, i give her a bit of the respect she deserves. ok, i donno whether she’s gonna see this, but im takin the bet that she wont see it. guanyong is another who sometimes piss me off with his sarcastic remarks, but well, thanks for lettin us ncos have something to complain about over the phone..hur hur…but anyway, hes nice sometimes lah…

i saw that malika sherawat’s pic in a mag that dae, forgot which mag. but i mus realli sae her bust is real overwhelmin, haha. but for a bollywood star, i think she’s quite zhen4 dian3. for ur info, shes that indian lady starring in the jackie chan production..the myth……

anyway, dajie’s pic is on u weekly, go grab one now.

*back to studying leisurely*

went out with cherry yest. she was in tjc, talkin with the vp about joinin the sch next yr. hur hur, but there was some difficulties.

pw oral presentation rehearsal has ended. and i quite like doin rehearsals. i think it’s because it gives me the opportunity to crap. haha. but anyway, i like my pw grp!

im gonna finish all my homework todae plus study a bit of physics. honestly, my physics sucks. but i tink i can make it ba. i hope.

anyway, juz saw tang lao shi’s email and supposedly, my compo is goin to see the lights (gonna be published by lian he zao bao i guess), and need photo de. sian. frankly my passport photos all suck. and ive put on a bit of weight so the recent photo sucks even more. but dun care le. cant be bothered to go search the album for nice nice photos.

its a saturday and im up so early, i dont believe myself.

ok, bzzz, gone off to do some work………….bzzzzz…

doin pw now, oral presentation slides. and ive finished my homework. hur hur.

been lookin 4 dumb pics on the net like pics of protection boards, roof membranes and well, trellis panels?!

i feel an excruciating pain on my right shoulder.

anyway, everyone’s askin whether i have started on my promos. WEll, heLL NO!

but i’ve been consistent so i guess its gonna be easi doin last min work i hope.

i feel another shot of pain.

anyway, something funni happened at the noodle store todae. supposedly, i jus told the auntie "wo3 shi4 ban3 mian4"..hahaha, its realli funni lah, but i dunno how to describe on the blog, coz all these happened in chinese…….

well, a short entry todae..back to my pw..

no outing with cherry. i had to cancel our meeting coz i was realli sick yesterdae. so, sorri bout the promise about more photos to upload.

urgh, i dunno wads wrong with me.

woke up feelin perfectly alrite yesterdae.

and i bathe and i was waiting for cherry’s call.

then i felt nauseous.

then all my breakfast and yest’s dinner ended up in the toilet bowl. (sorri for the details)

well, and wadeva i eat and drink, i puked them all.

urgh.

not food poisoning. (my own diagnosis)

and since the doctor was on leave yest, i found another reason not to go to the doc. frankly, i always fall sick at the rite time. coz i always manage to find excuses not to go the doc. so i self-medicated again. this time with this damn bitter medicine, which i think worked. it made my stomach go all cool..and it’s a weird feeling. but after a while, and a nice nap, i was feelin quite alrite, but still felt like a bastard for not bein able to enjoy my meetin with cherry. another dae k, cherry?

anyway, i’ve sort of recovered, and my mum was askin if i wanted to see the doc todae. but i said no. its not that im scared of docs or anything like dat, but i seem to have the impression that docs does nothing to help. haha. another excuse ba.

watched the mexican yest. coz i like brad pitt. then there was julia roberts too. i quite like that show, it’s kind of classy. and the colours of the movie are nice too. if u dunno wad i mean, go find and watch. i like the story about the gunsmith’s daughter and the assistant. it’s kindoff romantice. awww…

anyway, here’s a pic: a funny one:

looks like the aries sign rite? haha, my mei was washin my hair for me, coz my shoulder blade hurts. and she was tryin to mess it up hurhur. that’s the end result, cool eh?

anyway, i hope i’ll recover lah. i hope u all hope so too. haha. happy midautum fest by the wae! enjoy and go get ur lanterns. i tink im gonna join in todae. the moon will be exceptionally round this yr wor. go shang3 yue4. i love lanterns. and the midautum fest sumwhat’s my most-loved festivals coz it’s got sumthink to do with the moon. maybe i’ll try take sum pics of the going-ons in my neighbourhood if im fit to go out of the hse. no promises this time round.

cherry’s back

ahahahaha.

and im goin out with her tmr. and i hope she remembers. she will lah hor. coz i cant contact her since i 4got to ask 4 her new contact when i saw her online dat dae. so im here to try my luck, see if she’s here. but well, she’s not.

anyway, there are quite a no. of photos to be uploaded todae. courtesy of me!

anyway, jiamin’s been sellin this bunch of weird earrings. so in some way, me sayin it here is some sort of advertisement hor, jiamin…okok…so, peeps if u think weird earrings suit u, go look 4 jiamin (haha, looks like im tryin to sabotage ur business). anyway, out of sympathy, ive bought one fr jiamin, and it realli is weird. and i cant believe i actualli asked her to customise another one for me, and its in the works now. omg, wad was i thinkin? anyway, here’s the earrings:

this pair of weird earrings actualli look alright on me. shows that i look weird.

by the way, suddenli tot of this: pls note, cherry if u see this, pls msg me. haha. need to ask u sumthing. and pls try to see this. im gettin desperate.

kidsread todae. and i took photos of the cute little kids.

wanna see how cute they are?

pls beware. cuteness beyond control. those allergic pls stae away.

hey im cute okok…

ok, enuff of that, ok i’ll show the kids

this girl’s called faiqah. and don’t u think she’s a pretty little gal? omg, she’s in my grp! my grp! u noe! my grp! but she’s so soft-spoken that u can hardly hear her sae her alphabets. anyway, i take the 5- yr olds grp so they tend to onli recognise alphabets and simple words like apple and bananas, haha. but well, i like the younger kids more. more cute. like me.

this is siti khairanah. she’s got a pet phrase. "don’t know". everytime ask her, do you know what this is? "dont know" but she always dolls up before she cums. make up. bangles. bracelets.cute scrungies. haha, little girls. vain little girls.

a blurred photo of dear xinyi. shes my fav kid coz i think she’s got the potential. haha, no lah, juz the potential to read well loh. think she’s clever. kind of like me too, eh?

i 4got this gals name. but dont blame me for bein mean. but i realli dont like her. she grab at my camera like a cow. ok, cows dont grab camera. okok, she grab at my camera like a cow grabbin grass. erm, yah, pathetically "can do" explanation. well, dont u think she dont look like a good kid. good kids dont grin like this.

anyway, here’s some of my fellow volunteers

the three kind souls.

by the way, we had this 2 guys last wk, new volunteers supposedly(not handsome de), but i guess we lost them, coz they were nowhere in sight this wk. guys have no love for kids? or they have no time for kids? im still waiting for a new guy volunteer to prove me wrong.

by the way, the them todae was fruits

ok, some things have been happenin for the past few daes. pretty childish things. that dumb dean tu3 dean keep callin me nu3 ren2. juz basically coz i dont act like one. but how many women actualli act like women nowadaes? okok, fine, many. but, ok, i know there’s no excuses but heck lah. i’ve been liddat for the past 17 years so i might as well stae so. wants me to sit with my legs prettily tucked in. wants me to giggle and cover my cutelookin little mouth at the same time. wants me to talk softly and act demure. eeks. no way. maybe not no way but i cant do it.

then, i let loose about this little secret. nope, its not a secret. its jus a fact thats not well known. i like to talk to myself when im alone. and thats enuff to make the whole class, ok, almost the whole class have something to talk about for the rest of the dae. like wad’s wrong with talkin to urself? i mean, its kind of self-entertaining, and its kind of amusing, and it takes confidence to dare to talk to urself. peeps juz have no guts to try it. try it now while ur readin this, try talkin to urself out loud. and see what it does. and pls leave a comment to tell me how it feels like if u did it. ok, thanks.

then, supposedly, yesterdae, dean jue2 jiao1 with me. juz becoz i din want to tell him sumthing. diew. okok, im gonna sae it here now. lucky u. okok, basically, i saw him goin home with his nanyang frens after that dumb lep talk on the taiwan immersion, and they are all gals. and i was thinkin to myself, typical of dean. so blah, yest at the lt, i decided to say sumthing stoopid. and thinkin back, its realli stoopid. it’s something like" hey i read the newspapers yest and i din see the girls’ faces in the newspapers, u go home with those gals yesterdae, nothing happen to them meh?" something liddat lah, coz someone as "yellow" as dean might do sumthing to the gals mah, i mean jokingly lah. but he din hear it , either that or he din hear it right, so he keep ask me repeat. after one more repeat, i sian of repeat le mah, and since he don get it, its not funni le, so i din want sae le lah. then he keep force me say, and disrupt my dear lecture with my dear dear…(ps: dear dear is my dear shuai lecturer who’s currently teaching vectors) ok, dean, that’s all, get it? urgh. *pek cek*

speakin of the lep talk, that damn bus ride fr bukit timah to tampines nearly cost my life.

long distances bus rides are a definite no-no for me now.

at least not after i nearly puke after that bus ride.

but i pass by desker rd and i was so curious. a lot of bangla got on the bus. anyway, why im so curious abt desker rd is becoz ms lai shared sumthing regardin her uni project abt desker rd which got me interested last time.

well, go check out desker rd sumdae, but i quite scared not safe if i go alone, coz although i look like dat, but maybe some despo may want mah. despo wad?

okae, im crappin too much, enuff

lets end with sumthing

since when did ppl on buses start lookin so depressed?

i dont believe it.

how come Singapore’s so unsafe nowadaes?

that gross crime reported last nite, cutting up ppl’s limbs is like urgh

haha, but the report on newpaper todae and the results doesnt tally.

the police were like thinkin its a planned murder like a serial killer liddat..coz why leave it at orchard road where shoulders rub shoulders?

but well, i guess that maid onli frequent orchard and macritchie. so much for the lack of creativity.

but well, better be safe than sorry. i think i’ll be more careful when goin out next time. sumore got to hide fr those hideous anopheles mosquitoes. buzz…

anyway, ive started on econs since theres a test this wk.

and joggin todae again.

there’s this really fit lady who’s runnin everydae. have to hand it to her. but well, she has her slim and slanky body to keep. everyone does rite?

okaex, im juz online to check mail. my pw peepx havent send me their outline…brrrr…

there’s the out of towners tonite, enjoy!

there’s sumthing very wrong goin on rite now…everywhere…okok…nono…almost everywhere.

watched villa wellness?

well, it’s that show when a grp of well…plump individuals gather together in a villa i guess…and starts on their journey towards. .wellness. duh.

well, more like slimness.

its like a reality show where they weigh u every wk, and the person who improve the least get their fat butts kicked out.

then there’s like 2 grps. so i was watchin this episode where the winning team gets to squeeze into yes, i mean squeeze…into this tub with jon johnson. and, mi god, why jon johnson? and the ladies were went amock gagaing on him, which i absolutely don’t understand why. fake-looking abs. gay looks. long curly locks? urgh, so much for a supermodel. and why did that losing team seems so sore when they saw one of the gals feeding jon grapes? gosh, yucks, whoever feed guys grapes nowadaes..

ok…enuff of villa wellness.

then anybody noticed this advert when two anorexic-like gals talked bout this slimmin pill i presume. and that gal was like goin i lost blah blah blah inches and blah blah blah kg. gosh, they look as if the next gust of wind to come would blow them off their feet. unhealthy advert. nowadaes, i turn to my book when the adverts cum on, to avoid havin to feel eureeegh”’ when i see that advert.

this wk’s issue of 8 daes cover gal is ruien, and she weighs 46…or issit 47 kg…and they featured artistes who weigh less than 50kg. so, 50kg is the magic weight? why why why? okok, they are celebrities, fine fine.

i need to get over this crisis.

im like feelin a bit sore now, coz im 60 instead of 50

and i want my old weight back.

and no anorexic pills, no atkins diet, no eat nothing except apples, no drink water onli diets, no countin calories, no slimming package. just exercise.

so i went on this jog which nearly cost me my life.

no lah, i jus found out how unfit i were coz jus after a little teeny weeny 1.6k i was like gasping 4 dear life.

gosh, 2 wks without pe, and im like the gals in villa wellness. gosh. gosh. gosh.

im gonna buck up.